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Reflections on Reality!

Bored of Tags? Well heres another one!

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
Eeeekkk! My hair is so oily!

2. How much cash do you have in your wallet right now?
wait a bit lemme check 😛 82Rs..so no one have dreams of flicking my purse anytime its this useless round the year!

3. What’s a word that rhymes with DOOR?
Sore!!

4. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
Ma dad’s 😛 its actually kind of a routine for him 😛

5. What is your favorite ring tone on your phone?

Sree raagamo (mallu song) for non-mallus 😛 pray for me brother!

6. What are you wearing right now?
Salwar!

7. Do you label yourself?
Nope..don’t think anyone can!

8. Name the brand of the shoes you’re currently own?
Catwalk

9. Bright or Dark Room?
Depends on my mood. Dark.if I want to sleep or dream, bright ..if im working.

10. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
Difficult to rear a child whos in her genre..but if I do the task, I guess ill be rewarded handsome! 😛

11. What does your watch look like?
I have 4 😛 😛 all gifted 😉 looks good enough for people to check it twice!

12. What were you doing at midnight last night?

Twisting from left to right..in an attempt to sleep~

13.What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
Beka!! B4 u jump to conclusions..a female friend sent it 😛 wat was it for, im yet to ask~

14. What’s a word that you say a lot?
Grrrr & sorry 😛

15. Who told you he/she loved you last?(please exclude spouse , family, children)
An ex….ahem ex-manager..in a very sportive sense..just to make me laugh or talk as I was doing neither!

16. Last furry thing you touched?
My neighbor’s pet dog.

17. Favourite age you have been so far?
all ages except the running one 😛 I mentioned in the previous post..past is always luring!

18.  What was the last thing you said to someone?
happy birthday!” twas ma friends bday today!

19. The last song you listened to?

koi aur..

20. Where did you live in 1987?
Madurai. Race course.Bungalow no:2~ Cant forget the address for various reasons!

21. Are you jealous of anyone?
Yep..first  – Eby – he isn’t suffering from the feet swelling, heart burn or back pain of pregnancy! Second – Guys in general..coz they can go anywhere and do anything!

22. Is anyone jealous of you?
😛 😛 Eby says he is.. it seems I get away very easily with things..while he gets stuck and that Im damn lucky..that’s what he says!

23. Name three things that you have on you at all times?
Mangalsutra, wedding ring(which had to be removed now.coz of my pregnancy swelling) and earring.

24. What’s your favourite town/city?
When I was in Mumbai, it was Bangalore. Now that Im in Bangalore, it is Mumbai.

25. When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper and mailed it?
May – to Readers Digest 😛

26. Can you change the oil on a car?
Nope!

27. Your first love/big crush: what is the last thing you heard about him/her?
To be verrrry frank – first crush was a bearded fellow wearing a khader kurta..standing next to my class pillar..looking at the skies..

I imagined him to be a poet, a thinker..looking at the skies thinking philosophy! Yep its none other than Eby! Who later admitted hes never read a poem! Was allergic to books and he was looking up..not at the skies but the 2nd floor of our college watching girls!!

So plsss ask me abt my current 😛 plsss…last thing I heard abt him is that he is going to learn Portuguese accent with Aishwarya rai 😛 😛  for his next flick guzaarish..

28. Does anything hurt on your body right now?
Yep almost everything does! Carrying around constantly a weight of 3-4 kgs..does help in adding to the pain!

29. What is your current desktop picture?
Calvin and hobbes dancing 😛

30. Have you been burnt by love?
Yep…

And i pass it on to  – nautankey, whats in a name, crafty, kanagu, Ava with a disclaimer ( I have nothing against you people 😛 :P)

October 16, 2009 Posted by | Uncategorized | 11 Comments

Lure of the past

pageThere are some moments that you create..you just imagine them. They weren’t there in the first instance..they are just the creative outcome of your thoughts, aspirations..dreams and then u claim you lost them! You crib of being robbed of them

Im a practical Libran and seldom cry over spilt milk? A watch that was spoilt 2 months after it was bought, a mobile that was lost, a glass that broke, something that was stolen..nothing can bother me beyond a point. I might say a oh and uff! But not more than that. I guess its coz I know they are gone..no amount of worry, panicking or tears can bring them back. Eby at times say its coz I don’t value money. It isn’t that ways, it is coz I value the peace and good moments more I guess. If I cant bring back a mobile that’s lost, there’s no point in crying over it for another 2 days which will result in nothing good!

But there are certain things I cling on to, the silly talks the light walks. The rides before you decide on the destination and endless arguments. Now when these actually happen, you probably wouldn’t notice..I dint as to how beautiful it might appear later. Or was it beautiful in the first place at all? I don’t know whether the pleasure I associate with them actually existed. But I know that now when I’m deprived of such carefree moments, I appreciate and even fret over them more than anything.

Life in a hostel, with pathetic food that was served on your plates after a long queue, the grab for the evening snacks, the last minute realization of semester exams portions..were not one bit beautiful then. But now, they seem so beautiful. We used to eat achaar!! As they was nothing else to eat! But now, apples turn sour!

Somewhere I read nostalgia is a seductive liar. I guess I agree with it. There was nothing great about it then, all the moments I today regret that I lost. But now, when I look back everything seems so charming. Even a simple walk in my backyard seems so tranquil now.

They just did not exist you know, those pleasures I imagine up in every trivial moments in the past! But I fret over the loss of it. It is hilarious! It is insane, but that’s what I do and that is what’s true. I crib with my todays for having deprived me of yesterdays that did not exist. I live till tomorrow just to yearn for this today and this moment which is not so pleasing, but which I will imagine to be splendid! So the cycle continues…

October 9, 2009 Posted by | Uncategorized | 7 Comments